I think I'm still in love but what i have been able to understand or make peace with is i don't fight it anymore, its a futile attempt i tell ya when you try fighting it.
I'm not an idealist as much as in I'm a realist now. I would like my heaven but i think I'll survive, more than survive actually. I told him yesterday that i would like my heaven but that may not include him and it was then that i realised i had moved on. I don't feel restricted by love anymore. Think about it, love restricts you in many ways,love will also tear and rip you apart, it could kill you too! But ofcourse if you're lucky love can love also put you and your life back together :)
I wonder if i still can ever have or find that kind of love, but what i also know is ive stopped looking, finally! And its a relief i tell you.
Golden days come and go, there is one thing i know,
I've still got the blues for you - Garry Moore.
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personally.. whenever i ran aftr love.. i found "somethin like it"..
the day i became cynical n gave up.."it" found me.
my take: cupid had a sadistic childhood...
:))
ps- im still w8in for financial investment advice frm my newest advisor!
is this blog now defunct?
@Rahul, Well until now i think it was :)
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